The Beacon Theater, New York City, Friday Night
As the echoes of the cheering crowd finally subsided, Alex gently pushed open his dressing room door, swiftly shutting it behind him. This space was his sanctuary, an escape from the chaotic fervor outside. Leaning against the door, he inhaled deeply and closed his eyes, embracing the tranquility and fleeting calm. Twenty precious minutes of solitude lay before him, and he cherished every second.
Oh, how he'd battled for those twenty minutes. Bryce had vehemently opposed Alex's insistence on this privilege, arguing that it might diminish his opportunities for post-show networking—a "crucial marketing method," or so he claimed. Alex countered that he wasn't solely an Arden artist, pointing out that other band members hadn't made such requests. It seemed unjust for Bryce to presume he was the sole focus of fans and others immediately post-performance. Bryce attempted to negotiate less time, but Alex stood firm. With the band's new single skyrocketing up the charts, he held the upper hand. No compromises. Though he initially sought thirty minutes, he settled for twenty. It was stipulated in the contract.
Alex gravitated toward the couch and extracted a cigarette. Just before lighting it, he glimpsed his reflection in the mirror opposite. He drew a deep, heavy breath at the sight: his eyes vacant, the gaze of a man teetering on the brink of surrendering to himself. Dark circles etched beneath his eyes, his complexion so pallid it bordered on sickly. Despite the adoration of his fans—praising him as hot, stunning, a heartthrob—all he saw was a shattered individual.
His fingers found the bottle of Absolut perched elegantly in an ice bucket on the dressing room table. Another contractual stipulation: a bottle of chilled vodka, accompanied by accoutrements, both before and after the performance. This was right up there with his allocated twenty minutes of seclusion and the ban on cellphone use in the dressing room. Typically, Bryce dispatched a bottle of champagne, but Alex rarely indulged—those were for guests.
He poured a couple of fingers of frigid vodka into a glass, adding a touch of Vermouth and a couple of olives—his makeshift martini, a private joke to himself. Downing it in a few swallows, he surveyed the room, his gaze settling on his acoustic Fender. He walked over and scooped her up, settling into his chair, cradling the guitar in his lap. She was his cherished confidante, always attuned, never inquisitive. Ignoring the cacophony and vibrant energy just beyond his door, Alex shut his eyes, his fingers dancing over the frets. He began to pluck out chords and sing softly, his resonant baritone slightly husky after hours of performing before the crowd:
“What else should I be? All apologies...what else should I say? Everyone is gay...
What else should I write? I don’t have the right...what else should I be/All apologies...
In the sun, I feel as one...in the sun, in the sun/I’m married...buried...”
Alex's eyes snapped open, and he released a sigh. "You're no Cobain," he muttered, reaching for the vodka bottle to pour himself another shot. Downing it in one go, a polite knock reverberated on the door.
Alex grimaced. "It's not time yet," he growled.
"Alex... there's someone here... she says she knows you from the studio... Lana something?" came the voice from beyond the door.
Alex rolled his eyes and reclined, the surrender of his haven imminent. Amy knew the rule: during his 20-minute respite, only family and close friends were allowed. Lana was alright, but ugh... right now, he just wasn't in the mood for company. But then again, when was he ever? Downing the last of his drink, he straightened his shirt and reluctantly cracked the door open. Damn, he thought, not even a chance for a quick indulgence.
Lana stood in the doorway, squeezing herself against the doorframe. "Hey, buddy! That was an unreal show!" she exclaimed with contagious enthusiasm.
"Hey, Lana," he managed a slight smile. "Thanks."
"Mind if we step in for a minute?" she asked. "I promised my niece an autograph, and she's been pestering me."
"Yeah, sure," he grumbled, opening the door wider for Lana. Just as he was about to close the door, another face materialized behind her, expectant. Alex's gaze shifted from Lana to the newcomer. "Who's this?"
"Oh, this is Roxy! She's my roommate," Lana bubbled, ushering Roxy in as Alex shut the door. "She's not exactly a superfan, but I dragged her along tonight." A conspiratorial wink passed between Lana and Roxy. "And... she's a photographer! I thought, you know, maybe you'd let her do a photoshoot with you... it could really help her out!"
Roxy radiated a certain luminosity. Alex found his gaze inexplicably drawn to her. There was something about her that left him slightly dazed. "Uh... yeah, maybe. Nice to meet you, Roxy."
The three of them stood there, a few feet apart, Lana prattling on about music and songs, but Alex's mind had taken a detour. Gazing into Roxy's eyes, his breath hitched, and time seemed to slow down. His typically racing thoughts had gone quiet. All he saw was her. Roxy's presence seemed to captivate him, her gaze holding a hint of recognition that tugged at him. No doubt, she was beautiful, but this went beyond aesthetics—surrounded by attractive women, something about her stood out. It was a pull he couldn't quite fathom, an unfamiliar current that left him momentarily speechless. He struggled to string words together, his voice faltering. With effort, he managed to return to the present.
"Would you ladies like to sit? Have a drink?" he offered, attempting to anchor himself in the moment.
Lana exchanged a look with Roxy, met with a casual shrug. "Sure, Alex."
He gestured towards the couch, Lana's gaze sweeping the room and landing on the chilled champagne bottle.
"Any chance you were planning to crack that open?" she asked.
Alex chuckled. "Yeah, sure thing, Lana. Anything for you." As he reached for the bottle, his eyes flickered to Roxy, then back to Lana. "You don't happen to have a sword handy, do you?"
Lana shrieked. "Wait, what? Can you actually do that?"
Alex nodded. "Indeed, mademoiselle. But since we're lacking the necessary equipment, I suppose I'll have to opt for the conventional approach." He exaggerated a disappointed expression, holding the bottle between his knees. With a swift motion, he removed the foil and started twisting the cork. When he glanced at Roxy again, she was smiling at him, her eyes sparkling.
"What's that technique called?" Roxy inquired.
"Sabrage," he responded smoothly, well aware he was showing off for her, and he didn't mind one bit.
Lana playfully elbowed Roxy. "Impressive... and where did you learn that?"
"Eh, I took fencing lessons for quite a while."
With a satisfying pop, he uncorked the bottle and poured two glasses—handing one to Lana and extending the other towards Roxy.
"Yes?" he offered.
Roxy shrugged, a hint of shyness in her demeanor. "Well, I don't usually drink much, but... okay, thanks."
Lana's attention snapped to Roxy. "Seriously... how often do you find yourself backstage at the Beacon, in a rock star's dressing room—"
Alex raised his hand, grimacing. "Eesh... no, please don't—don't bring that up."
Lana persisted, "But you are, for real, a full-blown rock star..."
Alex rolled his eyes, and Lana chuckled. "And this is a celebration. Congratulations on the Dark Things success." She took a sip of champagne. "Damn, this is some top-notch stuff! Aren't you joining us?"
"Yeah, why not," he muttered. His gaze kept returning to Roxy, who sat quietly, savoring her champagne and radiating a certain glow. A strange flutter danced in his stomach—a sensation he'd never quite experienced before.
"So, not a fan?" he teased Roxy, a mischievous glint in his eyes. She blushed a delicate shade of pink, and his heart skipped a beat. Man, she was incredibly endearing.
"It's not that... I just hadn't really listened to your music," she confessed, her voice soft. "But I genuinely enjoyed your performance tonight." She offered him a warm smile, her dimples making his smirk melt into a genuine grin.
"Really? Well, I'm glad...” he paused, then continued, “we managed to win you over."
Roxy nodded, her eyes sincere. "I might just have to get the album now."
Alex's eyes widened, a mixture of surprise and satisfaction crossing his features. He rose from his chair and headed to a closet. After a brief search, he returned with two CDs, handing one to Roxy.
"Well... now you don't have to." He started to offer one to Lana, then stopped, recalling she already had one. "Oh, right, you've got it, don't you?" he chuckled.
"I have a demo! But I'd love one of those, and if you sign it, my niece will think I'm the coolest ever."
"Sure thing, no problem." Alex pulled out a marker and signed the CD—'With Love, from Oz'—before handing it back to Lana. He turned his gaze to Roxy. "Would you like me to sign yours as well?"
Roxy shrugged, passing the CD to him. Alex held her gaze for a moment, quirking an eyebrow before signing her CD. It took him longer this time, and he couldn't help biting his lip as he handed it back to her. Roxy studied the signature on the CD.
"Thanks... umm, what's this?" she asked, a touch of confusion in her voice.
He blinked, then chuckled. "That's my phone number."
Lana's eyes widened, and her mouth formed a silent "Oh, snap." Alex, however, was so engrossed by Roxy that he didn't notice her reaction. Roxy shot Lana a discreet warning glance, and Lana sealed her lips, holding back a knowing smile.
The distinct knock echoed once more.
"Go to hell," Alex shouted. Roxy let out a giggle, and his lips curved into a smile. Amy pushed the door open and looked at him.
"There's someone here Bryce wants you to meet."
"Amy, my dear, could you grant us a few more moments to wrap up our champagne?" he replied curtly.
"Five minutes," she snapped, shutting the door.
"Dammit," Alex muttered. "My time's almost up, ladies, unfortunately. Duty calls—to face the hordes," he added, rolling his eyes.
"We get it, Mr. Arden," Lana said with a grin. "Appreciate the CD and the bubbly." She extended her arms for a brief hug, while his gaze remained fixed on Roxy.
"Alright, catch you soon. You too, Roxy?" He raised an eyebrow.
Roxy blushed again, offering a shy smile. "Um... yeah, maybe. Thanks again," she murmured, trailing behind Lana as they left the room.
Amy stood in the doorway, growing impatient. "Ready now?"
Her words barely registered as he nodded absentmindedly. Sitting there, he remained still for another thirty seconds. I'll cross paths with her again. I'll make sure of it, even if I have to move heaven and earth to make it happen.
Lana and Roxy drifted out of the theatre onto Broadway, there the post-concert crowd was still lingering.
“How about we go somewhere for a drink? It’s such a great night, and it's Friday,” Lana prodded. “There’s a new bar a few blocks away on Amsterdam, let's go check it out.”
“Sure, why not?”
They drifted up Broadway toward 74th Street and into the warm, New York City evening. It was the heart of a Friday night in May, and the city lights were beckoning. It was all still so new to Roxy and she couldn’t help but be a little awed by it. Nothing like her hometown in Oklahoma. Roxy was quieter than usual, thinking about him. Alex.
“Why did you call him Alex? I thought he was called Oz.”
“Oz is his stage name,” Lana explained. “Which reminds me…” she pulled out her phone and snapped a quick photo of the marquee: OZ and THE DISCIPLES OF DUSK - SOLD OUT. “Oh my God! My niece will love this. She wants to come badly, but her mom thinks she's too young for a concert." She shrugged. "So, what's your verdict on him?"
"Well, he's quite the charmer, that's for sure. And, I suppose he's cute," Roxy replied in a hushed tone.
"You suppose?" Roxy burst into laughter. "Really? That's all you've got? Because that guy is completely into you. And just so you know, he's way more than just cute. Did you not notice those enchanting dark eyes? That smile? And... his football-player physique? Good grief..." Lana huffed. "I mean, he isn't even my type, but still—no way would I turn him away."
Roxy wrinkled her nose. "Lana!"
Lana giggled. "Hey, I'm just being honest. But, truthfully, he's got no interest in me now. Once he laid eyes on you, I might as well have been invisible."
"That's not true," Roxy mumbled, though even as she said it, she knew Lana had a point. She'd sensed the same magnetic attraction, even if she'd concealed it better.
Lana continued, "I can't believe he gave you his phone number. You might not realize this, but guys in bands don't usually do that. Especially not ones with chart-topping singles."
"Well, what am I supposed to do about it?"
"Call him, you dummy!" Lana blurted out. "Talk to him. Maybe he'll ask you out somewhere. I've got their schedule—Alex is in New York until Sunday."
"He probably has a girlfriend," Roxy muttered. "Or a wife."
"Roxy, he doesn't. Trust me, call him."
"I can't," Roxy replied.
"Why the heck not?"
"I just... I'm not good at doing things like that," Roxy shook her head.
"Things like what? Going on dates? Look, he gave you his number because he didn't want to ask for yours. I say give him a shot. He's a good guy, Roxy. I got to know them while they were recording, and they're all cool. Granted, he might have his own struggles, but—"
"What kind of struggles?" Roxy's gaze snapped to Lana.
"Oh, you know... stuff like dealing with substance abuse issues. But it comes with the territory."
"Substance abuse? Like he's an addict?"
"Roxy—no, come on. He does like to drink, though."
Roxy shot her friend an icy glare.
"Roxy, I wouldn't bring this up if I didn't think he's worth it. Just talk to him, maybe go out once. Then make your decision. When was the last time you actually went on a date?"
"I don't know. Is this the place?" Roxy paused as they approached Tessa, the restaurant looking fairly busy.
"Stop deflecting, Roxy. We need to improve your social life."
"I've got a better idea," Roxy said, linking arms with Lana and leading her into the restaurant. "How about you buy me a drink and convince me why I should give Alex Arden a chance?"
"That sounds good, except I think you should be the one buying it. I'm doing you a favor," Lana countered.
An hour and a half, plus two rounds of drinks later, they were still immersed in conversation about Alex and the band. Lana shared details about him—how he had battled depression, his musical preferences.
"Can we talk about something else, please?"
"Why are you resisting this so strongly?" Lana pressed.
"Why are you pushing me so hard?"
"Maybe because I know what I would do if I were in your shoes. At least give him a chance, Roxy! And just so you're aware, if you don't call him, he might ask me for your number. Would you be okay with me giving it?"
"You don't know what he's going to do," Roxy snapped.
Lana snorted. "I saw the look in that boy's eyes. Tell me you're alright with me giving him your number, and we can put this to rest. If he doesn't ask, he doesn't. Deal?"
"Ugh, you're such a pain," Roxy huffed.
"Well... there's another option," Lana grinned, her tipsy state fully apparent. "I could call him and invite him to your show!"
Roxy hesitated. "I'll think about it."
"Come on, Roxy, it's a perfect idea! You don't want to remain a recluse forever, do you?"
Roxy shot Lana a scolding look, appalled that she would say such a thing aloud—and in public. "I'm not..." she lowered her voice, "I'm not exactly a recluse."
Lana rolled her eyes. "Sure thing, babe."
Roxy regarded her friend skeptically. "Don't you dare go behind my back and call him, Lana."
Lana shrugged. "Fine, fine. You win."