Chapter 01

It was late at night, but the lights were still on. The room was very quiet and the only sound was the repeating broadcast from the monitor.

On a bed surrounded by instruments, a tired woman was lying. She had just lost her husband, and now she couldn’t lose her son.

And I was lying on the bed, slowly waking up from my dream.

“I woke up early.” I felt my body was on the verge of collapse.

“Forget it, I’ll continue sleeping and go to the next reincarnation.” I slowly opened my eyes and found the device that was maintaining my life. I planned to turn off the device so that my body could die.

I moved my hands and found that I had not much strength left. I had to use my abilities to repair my body first, and then I would end my life.

“This should be enough.” I raised my right hand and slowly reached for the controller on the machine.

“son--”

Suddenly, a female cry came into my ears, and my raised arm was also tightly held by her.

“You finally woke up... I thought you would never wake up again...” I turned my head and looked at the “mom” in front of me. In my memory of more than ten years, she had never looked so haggard.

“What an unfortunate family.” Looking at her crying with joy, I felt nothing in my heart.

“Then let’s wait a little longer, until she falls asleep.” I pretended to fall asleep, but after a while, I found that she was still beside me and hadn’t fallen asleep.

“Mom, go to sleep for a while.” I said to her.

She wiped her red eyes, forced a smile and said to me, “Mom, you’re not sleepy. Let me stay with you.”

“What a hassle!” I cursed inwardly.

The nurse on duty noticed that I had woken up. She came to my side and persuaded her: “Go and have a rest. Your child is out of danger. We are all watching him here.”

She lay on the side of my bed, shaking her head, looking at me straight, silently.

The nurse advised: “You have been guarding for two days. Go and have a rest and eat something. This way your son won’t worry about you.”

The nurse seemed to want to persuade her indirectly, and I also followed the nurse’s words to persuade her to leave, but she remained unmoved.

For some reason, she started sobbing again. She held my hand and said to the nurse, “I need to take good care of my son. I can’t let him...”

The nurse gave up and left, but I was a little surprised. She was right. If my body was still in the same condition as before, I would not be able to survive for 24 hours.

But even the doctor couldn’t tell the truth, how could she...

“Could it be that she read my thoughts just now? Is she a potential mind reader?” I suddenly became nervous, and the sound of the surveillance equipment suddenly became sharp.

After hearing this ominous sound, she immediately rushed out in fear and called for medical staff. I also realized my loss of composure and regained control of my body.

After the false alarm, the doctor couldn’t help but complain to her, and she sincerely apologized to the doctor while crying.

“I’m sorry, doctor. I was careless...”

I suddenly felt sad, but I had seen too many joys and sorrows, and her pitiful appearance was not enough to change my mind.

“By the way, how did she know that I wanted to commit suicide?” I was too nervous just now. After checking my memories over the past ten years, I confirmed that she was just an ordinary person.

“Was her behavior just now just her intuition?”

“Forget it, I’ll finish it quickly after she falls asleep.” I thought.

Perhaps it was because she saw her son finally wake up that her tense nerves finally relaxed. Not long after, she fell asleep beside my bed.

“It’s time.” I opened my eyes, ready to kill myself as planned.

Just as I was about to take action, she suddenly burst into tears while she was sleeping soundly.

“Son, don’t leave your mother...”

　　「……」

“It seems like someone once spoke to me like this...”

“No...no...no, it was me who once said such words to another person...” Tears overflowed from my eyes unconsciously, and all the monitors also sounded violent beeps...

“Mom, I will never let you leave me again.”

Chapter 02

Half a month later, I was discharged from the hospital. The doctor was very surprised, but he could only attribute it to my youth and strong body recovery ability. In fact, he was not wrong. My body’s recovery ability was indeed very strong, but it was a little beyond his understanding.

After being discharged from the hospital, my mother and I took a train from the city where the hospital was located and returned to our small town.

This is a small town in central and western China, with beautiful scenery and pleasant climate. However, most of the locals have gone out to find jobs, and the prosperous town in my memory when I was a child now seems a little lonely.

In half a month, I would go to high school in the city. It was during this summer vacation after graduation that I begged my father to take me with him to run a transportation business, but I ended up in trouble. My mother always blamed herself because she was originally my father’s partner and she firmly believed that if she was there, this tragedy could have been avoided.

I tried to comfort my mother, but I found that there was little real communication between us except for the mother-son relationship. However, this is also the norm between most blood relatives in the world. Although I am confident that this situation can be changed, it will take time.

Two weeks later, I went to a high school in the city. This high school only had a break every two weeks, which really made me a little unhappy. But this is the norm in this country, and I have to adapt. I also thought about doing something with my accumulated experience and wisdom, but I gave up after thinking about it. If I show thinking and intelligence far beyond my peers, I think it will only bring me trouble.

After all, I am not an ordinary person, I am an extraordinary person.

People with super powers, mutants, and special powers... There are many names for people like me. In the official English system, we are called “Stranger”, but it does not mean stranger. If we express it in Chinese characters, the most appropriate translation is “weird person”. The more official term is “alien”.

For an Inhuman like me who has little combat power, once I expose myself, I will most likely fall into a tragic fate, just like when I initially stimulated my potential and became what they call a mutant.

That was the most tragic memory in my life, and I have been avoiding it for so many years. It was like a red-hot iron, leaving an indelible scar on my soul. Even if my soul has been reborn many times, the burning pain still suffocates me in my dreams.

This time, I was originally planning to wake up at the age of 28, but the fatal injury made me wake up almost ten years earlier. For an extremely mature soul, letting him experience the growth process of a teenager again is simply torture, I have already experienced this.

When I found that I was still a long way from waking up, I decided to give up this rebirth and start the next one by committing suicide. I know that this is very cruel to my relatives, but my experience far beyond that of ordinary people has made me rational. Coldness and rationality are my code of conduct.

Just when I was about to take action, I gave up. What made me give up was an ordinary woman. She was not tall, and she and her husband had been traveling for a long time, which made her look very thin. She also had a bad temper and a low level of education. Perhaps it was the hardships of life that shaped her. When communicating with people, she seemed a little stubborn and even arrogant. This is the impression of her in my memory.

But it was this woman who had nothing to do with wisdom, who, with her almost unreasonable maternal love, broke down the dam of rationality that I had accumulated for many years. I decided to stay by her side until she passed away peacefully.

Chapter 03

After my father’s accident, my mother was busy dealing with the aftermath. After more than half a year, the verdict was finally handed down, and the party responsible for the accident and the insurance company paid a lot of money. Suddenly getting so much money, this woman who always thought about making money seemed a little confused.

It was a school holiday that day, and I took a one-hour bus ride from the city back to town. After getting off the bus, my mother did not wait for me at the station as usual.

Ever since she lost her husband, I have become her only hope. Every time she goes home on vacation, she would wait for me at the station. I know that she has a natural fear of riding in a train. This is an unreasonable fear, but as someone who has experienced it, I can understand it very well.

The station was less than 5 minutes away from my home. I trotted home, opened the door, and saw my mother cooking in the kitchen.

“Son, there are strawberries on the table.”

I put down my schoolbag, picked up the strawberries on the table and started eating. Looking at her busy in the kitchen, I picked up a few strawberries and walked over.

“Mom, you have one too.”

I handed her the strawberry, but she smiled and shook her head.

“Eat, mom is cooking.”

I passed the strawberry to her mouth again and said to her, “Eat one!”

She smiled and said, “Mom doesn’t like strawberries!”

I felt a little sad, but mostly confused.

I wonder why I have the mentality of a teenager.

“Shouldn’t I? I was a teenager once... wasn’t I?” I couldn’t help but get wet in my eyes. Just a moment ago, my spirit seemed to go back to my boyhood, in that dark little house, in the freezing cold, my mother and I sat around the stove and shared a piece of black bread.

My nose felt sore and tears came out, which made my mother a little overwhelmed.

“What’s wrong, kid? It’s just a strawberry...”

Before my mother realized what was happening, I threw myself into her arms.

“I love you mom!”

Today’s dinner was unusually sumptuous, and only afterwards did I learn about the compensation.

She didn’t want to tell me about it at first because she was worried that I would think of my father.

It’s just that my unusual behavior today seemed to have brought us closer. My mother seemed to think that I had grown up and started to ask for my advice.

My mother has some thoughts about doing business.

To be honest, I was laughing secretly at that time. After all, my real social experience was much higher than hers.

If I could take this money overseas and make it multiply several times, it wouldn’t be a problem, but the problem is that I’m just a middle school student now, and I behave very ordinary. I think it’s better not to do things that are not in line with my status.

After thinking about it, I persuaded my mother to use the money to buy a property in our city. However, the reason I persuaded her was not some economic term such as asset appreciation.

I just told her: When I graduate from college, even if I go back to my hometown to work, I will only look for a job in the city, so you can buy a house in advance and put it somewhere, even if you can rent it out.

After hearing my reasons, she accepted it without hesitation.

My mother and I had a very happy meal. She even ate one-third of the strawberries. Yes, who wouldn’t love this sweet and juicy fruit? If she says she doesn’t love it, it only means that she loves you more.

Chapter 04

In the blink of an eye, I entered the second year of high school. The learning atmosphere of the whole class began to become tense. Although my grades had been very stable, the teacher still asked me to go further. After all, in his opinion, my extracurricular interests really wasted too much time. Today I read “Atlas of Rare Animals in the World” and tomorrow I read “Arctic Expedition”. He thought I should devote myself to study.

But I am studying, I have never known this knowledge. Oh, she is talking about the college entrance examination, the college entrance examination, I don’t care about it at all. Even if I don’t have a degree, I can live more easily than most people.

Seeing that her persuasion was ineffective, the teacher called my mother.

When I got home that day, my mother cooked a table of my favorite dishes as usual. After dinner, my mother and I went for a walk along the river in the town.

It is called a river, but in fact it is just a stream. There are many meadows beside the stream. In summer, many people go to play on the meadows. But now it is autumn, and the meadows have dried up. Fortunately, the weather is not too cold, and the wild chrysanthemums are blooming vigorously.

My mother and I walked hand in hand along the river, telling each other interesting stories in our lives. Over the past year, the relationship between my mother and I has become better and better. Now I really regard myself as her son, enjoying her somewhat stubborn maternal love.

“Son, your teacher talked to me.”

When I heard what my mother said, I knew what she wanted to say.

My mother and I walked along the way, listening to her racking her brains to use her limited knowledge to tell me every little bit of profound truth.

Seeing that I seemed a little indifferent, my mother continued to organize words and tried to persuade me.

I smiled inwardly, because I knew that if I didn’t agree, she would continue to persuade me in her own unique way. She wouldn’t threaten or pressure me to give in, but would continue slowly until I couldn’t stand her slow and steady efforts any more.

I always thought that my mother’s character was another kind of stubbornness and stubbornness, but today, I suddenly felt that she was so cute. If we lived in Europe, I would definitely not be able to help but kiss her.

But I still held back. My mother is a traditional woman and I was afraid of causing her unnecessary confusion.

Seeing that my mother was going to continue to test my temper, I smiled, turned around and hugged her shoulders.

“Mom, I will get into a good school. I promise!”

Then, my grades improved rapidly. In fact, it was really simple. Although the test is not equal to the application of knowledge, I am not a child after all, nor an ordinary person. I am an extraordinary person.

Why do humans block the information of Inhumans and try to kill them? There is only one answer, that is, we are better than humans. And this kind of surpassing is all-round. An Inhuman may not have powerful superpowers, but his physical quality and mental tolerance are much higher than ordinary people. Of course, unless they are extreme mutants, their abilities are too extreme, and some qualities may be lower than ordinary people.

Seeing my grades improving, my mother was so happy that she couldn’t express it in words. This was the first time a smile appeared on her face for a long time since my father’s accident.

In this way, one semester passed, and my grades were firmly in the top. Seeing my outstanding performance, my mother’s life gradually came out of the shadow of sadness. She and my father had been in the transportation business for more than ten years. Although they had been to many places, they rarely had the opportunity to stop and see them. She began to try to make new friends and travel with her sisters, but they were not to places too far away. The focus of her life was still on me.

Since this school year, I have also set goals for myself, but they are not about studying, because they don’t take up much of my energy. I am now focusing on recovering my abilities, and although I will recover my abilities slowly, I don’t have anything to do right now.

I have completely repaired the trauma from the car accident. Of course, the scars must remain, otherwise there will be trouble. Then I gradually adjusted my body to the state I was used to. I don’t know how long my current body can continue to develop, but I don’t want to wait any longer.

As my abilities gradually recovered to a certain extent, I also began to slowly adjust my physical condition. The body I used to be used to was about 175CM/65KG, which is quite different from my current body. Fortunately, I am now in puberty, and people around me think that my development is normal. If I am past the developmental age, I can only maintain the status quo or change my identity.

I thought I would spend my growth stage attending classes during the day and meditating at night, but in the second semester of my sophomore year in high school, I discovered something that forced me to think deeply.

Soon after the new semester started, I found out that my mother had a lover. At first I didn’t care, after all, I was already mature and wasn’t surprised by these things between men and women. Physiologically speaking, my mother’s desires are strongest at this age, and if she finds a lover, it means that the shadow of the car accident is fading, and I should be happy.

That’s what I thought at first, but not long after, I realized a problem.

Why did I stay in the first place?

It’s me who wants to live with her.

If one day, she leaves me and lives with someone else, or I leave her and start a family... If I can’t live with her, why should I insist on clinging to this reincarnation?

“As a traditional woman, she would probably urge me to get married early.” If we calculate it this way, the time we have lived together is no more than ten years. In fact, I was very dissatisfied with my “personality” in this reincarnation from the beginning. Not only did I need to waste time to “grow up”, but the social environment around me was not free enough. If it weren’t for her, I would have started my next reincarnation long ago.

Should I keep her with me?

Chapter 05

My grades started to decline steadily from the middle of this semester, which made my mother very anxious. In my daily life, I also showed my rejection of her. It wasn’t long before my mother talked to me.

By the bed in my room, my mother held my hand and asked me carefully how I ate and slept at school.

I answered them one by one indifferently.

After seeing my attitude, I realized that she was really anxious. She thought that her cultural level was not high and was afraid of saying something wrong and hurting my feelings.

“Son, are you tired of studying...”

Seeing how cautious she was, I thought I should make things clear.

“Mother!”

I interrupted her question.

“Hold me, please!”

My mother didn’t know why, but she still opened her arms and hugged me.

I lay in her arms and gently told her, “Mom, please don’t abandon me.”

My mother obviously didn’t understand what I meant. She said to me, “How could I abandon you?”

“Then if you get together with that uncle and start a family with her, does that mean you don’t love me anymore?”

Then my mother suddenly realized that my so-called “depression” was actually caused by that incident.

After understanding the reason for my depression, my mother seemed much more relaxed. She comforted me: “Silly son, how could I not love you? No matter what time, I love you the most.”

“But if mom is with that uncle, she will give some of her love to him. If you get married and have children, I will just be your ex-husband’s child.”

When my mother heard what I said, she was speechless. She didn’t expect that her son would think so much and worry so much.

She wanted to say that she and the uncle were only together temporarily, but her son was right, and she couldn’t completely guarantee that she was only together with that man temporarily. After all, she had thought about finding another partner.

“Before my son takes the college entrance examination, I’d better stop paying attention to other people introducing me to potential partners,” she thought.

“Don’t worry, son. Mom won’t be with that uncle.”

I hugged my mother and said to her, “If that uncle asked you out, you would refuse too.”

Hearing my “explicit” words, my mother’s face suddenly felt hot. She originally wanted to accuse me of having an unhealthy mindset, but when she thought about the fact that she had indeed dated that man several times, the anger and shame immediately deflated.

“Don’t worry, my silly son. Mom won’t go looking for that uncle.”

I said to her, “I don’t believe it. When you were with that uncle, you were talking and laughing, and he even held your hand and kissed you.”

My mother didn’t expect that I would use this killer move. She was so shocked that she didn’t know what to say for a moment. She didn’t expect that her tryst with that man was actually seen by her son. She thought it was no wonder that her son fell into “depression.”

I took this opportunity to launch a series of attacks: “Mom, please don’t leave me, please move to the city. The lease over there is about to expire. I will apply for day school when the time comes. I want to see you every day and eat the meals you cook every day.”

Seeing her child being so attached to her, what else can she think as a mother?

“Okay, Mommy promises you.”

A month later, the lease on our house in the city expired, so my mother moved in. I also ended my almost two years of boarding school life and lived with my mother.

Now that I live with my mother, what should I do next?

Lying on the bed in my new home, I fell into deep thought.

I have experienced many complicated things and completed many difficult tasks, but what I want to do now makes me feel clueless.

“Anyway, let’s prepare ourselves physically first.” I reached out and touched my penis, and couldn’t help but smile. Ever since I started using my abilities to adjust my body, I have been shrinking my reproductive organs until they are sufficient to maintain the minimum hormone secretion function.

At this time, my lower body was as thin as a willow twig, and due to lack of hormones, it could not erect normally.

Perhaps every man wants to have a strong and magnificent penis, but for someone like me who has experienced many reincarnations, I no longer pursue the pleasure between the sexes. Strong sexual organs consume a lot of life energy, and a large amount of hormone levels will interfere with normal body functions, and at the same time affect your rationality and judgment.

Of course, for me, I know that eliminating sexual desire has another benefit, which is to prevent the superpowers in the mental system from using your desires to manipulate you. For someone like me, this is a big advantage.

No matter how I look at it, I think there are many benefits to maintaining a low libido. I have been in this state for decades, and I have long been accustomed to being alone during these decades.

“Looks like I need to make a change.” I touched my penis and smiled slightly.

That night I fell asleep, or rather, I activated my abilities. In my spiritual space, I used both hands to pinch my lower body little by little.

It felt like playing with gel, except that this “gel” was extremely sticky and I had to use a lot of strength to change it a little bit. Of course, I was not consuming physical strength, but mental strength.

As I gradually began to shape my body, my reproductive system was also growing stronger. These days, I ate and drank a lot to replenish energy, which scared my mother a lot. She thought I thought the food in school was too bad.

She didn’t know that some changes were taking place in my body, but she would feel it gradually.

Hormones, the level of male hormones in my body, became vigorous as my reproductive system became stronger.

Although my mother didn’t understand, her body had gradually sensed that there was a strong male around her emitting hormones. Although my mother didn’t know, her body had gradually begun to respond to the stimulation of male hormones and stimulated her endocrine system.

During this period, I started exercising with my mother.

“Mom, come on, the last 100 meters!” I followed my mother, encouraging her to finish the last 100 meters.

“Oh, I’m so tired. I can’t take it anymore.” Mom panted, put her hands on her waist, and spoke weakly.

I encouraged my mother again and said, “Mom, the deadline for the college entrance examination is just around the corner. We must cross the finish line.”

For this most important exam, my mother is always willing to give her all, even if I am just encouraging her in this way.

“Yeah! Success!”

“oops……!”

At the finish line of the run, we supported each other with smiles on our faces.

Now, every night when I get home from school, my mother will prepare running clothes and shoes for me, and then we go downstairs together, run around the community twice, and then walk around the community once. During these days of exercising with me, her mentality has also become younger. Of course, more importantly, insisting on exercising stimulates her body and further stimulates the secretion of hormones.

Under the nourishment of female hormones, my mother’s skin gradually became smooth and delicate, and even she was surprised by this change. But I know that this is because she was too lonely before, and now her state is what a 37-year-old woman should have.

When I get home, I will take a shower, then come out wrapped in a bath towel and get as close to her as possible. I want her to feel my masculine scent and let my courtship pheromones pass through her body and into her mind.

It didn’t take long for me to find what I wanted in the laundry basket. It was her panties, all wet.

Chapter 6

Caressing my newly adjusted penis, I felt a burning desire. After spending a lot of effort, I finally adjusted my reproductive organs to a vigorous state. However, this also brought me trouble, that is, the desire was strong but there was no place to vent.

Now I can only solve it with my hands. I lie on the bed and stroke my erect cock. Only after the torrent of ejaculation do I calm down again.

“It’s really annoying.”

I didn’t enjoy the release just now at all. I’ve long been tired of the taste of sex. I’m doing this now just to make me my mother’s man, so that we can be together forever.

No matter where in the world, mother-son intercourse is called incest. Moreover, my mother is a woman with traditional thinking. I know that the most important person to accomplish this matter is no longer me, but my mother herself.

My mother had to break through the shackles of her own thinking, and I could only guide her. To be honest, I had no idea whether she would succeed in the end or whether it would cause irreversible consequences.

Of course, the physiological suggestion still needs to continue, and as the weather gradually gets warmer, I started sleeping naked.

During the summer vacation of my second year in high school, the weather was slightly scorching, and a break in the evening rain made this small inland city particularly hot and humid.

At night, I lay on my bed, naked, meditating.

I left the windows and door open so that a cool breeze could blow into the room and also so that my mother could come into my room in the middle of the night.

The air in the small town in the late night seemed a little thin. My mother walked into my room quietly, closed the small window for me, and covered me with a thin blanket.

Just like every time my mother came in, I was lying on my back with a huge erection in my lower body. The light from the window came into the room, casting a terrifying black shadow on the penis.

I could sense that every time my mother covered me with a blanket, her hands were shaking slightly. I also knew that every time my mother entered my room, she stayed longer and longer.

The hormone levels in her body, which were appropriate for her age, were being stimulated by my sexual organ.

This time, my mother closed the window for me as usual, but after covering me with a blanket, she stopped by my bed.

In the quiet night, a slight friction sound was heard, and then heavy breathing gradually sounded.

How does mom feel now?

It’s a coin that keeps spinning, repeating the same front and back sides.

She was cursing herself, shameless and vile, and she was also calling herself, longing for release.

She wanted to reach out and grab the huge penis in front of her to fill her bottomless desire.

She wanted to walk out of the room and regain her mother’s dignity.

Will the coin stop?

“Hmm…”

An indescribable sound was heard faintly, and I felt my cock being touched by a finger.

The next day, I had breakfast with my mother.

My mother saw that I looked strange and asked me, “Why are you always looking outside? Is there anything interesting?”

I smiled to myself and said, “The weather is really getting hotter and hotter!”

“Isn’t it? It’s getting hotter and hotter. Is it going to keep us alive?”

“But the typhoon is coming soon.” I said with a smile as I looked at the white underwear floating on the balcony.

Chapter 7

As September approaches, cyclones from Taiping begin to frequently invade the edge of the mainland, and this year’s typhoons are even more severe, making it difficult for our small inland city to avoid them.

During this period, my mother did not enter my room again. After the coin turned to the reverse side, she turned it back to the front side.

As for me, I am trying every possible way to leave traces of my hormones at home.

The bed sheets, the trash can, my mother’s underwear, and the physical contact after running, I want my mother to realize that her son is no longer a teenager, and he is burning with a strong flame just like her heart.

At first, my mother didn’t show any abnormality, but after I used her underwear to masturbate for the third time, she began to hint at me. She told me to take care of my body, but I looked very sad.

My mother didn’t say anything more about me, but she never put used underwear in the laundry basket again.

I thought, maybe I could take a chance.

It was close to the start of school and my mother’s birthday. On that day, I took my mother shopping, eating, and shopping, and finally gave her a small gift. When I got home, she was very happy.

And I told her that I had another gift for her.

Just before she went to bed, I opened the door of my mother’s room. She didn’t expect her son to come in suddenly, so she quickly grabbed the quilt to cover herself.

I sat down on the edge of her bed and told her that I had told her I had a gift for her.

She was a little nervous, but still smiled and asked me what the gift was.

I didn’t say anything, just walked to the head of the bed and turned off the light in the room.

“What are you doing?” Mom’s tone sounded relaxed, but it was hard to hide her inner nervousness. Indeed, although her mind was still hesitating, her body had already sensed my intention.

I said to my mother solemnly, “Mom, I have something to tell you.”

“What?”

“Just promise me that you won’t say anything until I finish speaking, okay?”

“What... do you want to say?”

“Mom, do you agree?” Mom nodded slightly.

I started to walk up to my mother and gently said to her, “Mom, can I accompany you?” I then said, “Can I stay with you?” I continued, “Can I stay with you like a man...?”

“Mom, I know I shouldn’t be like this. I shouldn’t walk into this room and say these words to you, but I want to tell you that I love you...”

“I love you mom... I love you, and I want to be with you, live together, do happy things together, and enjoy happiness together...”

I slowly expressed my feelings to my mother. At the same time, in the dim room, the shadow of a weapon gradually stood up.

　　……

An hour later, I left my mother’s room. I didn’t get into her bed, because a sudden rainstorm extinguished the fire in our bodies and soaked us both.

In the end, my mother didn’t answer me. She cried and held her head in her hands while crying on the bed.

In a panic, I also cried and hugged my mother and cried.

“I’m sorry, Mom. I’m sorry. I’m a bastard, a bastard...” I hugged my mother and blamed myself desperately.

“Silly boy, mom doesn’t blame you...”

　　……

After returning to my room, I fell into deep thought.

“What did I take her for, a woman waiting for me to conquer her?”

“What’s the point of me staying here? Is it just because I want her to stay with me?”

“Why am I crying so sadly? Is it because I’m heartbroken?” That night, my mother and I stayed awake all night.

Chapter 8

I feel a little irritated and fed up with my current life.

I had to write tests and listen to handouts every day. Even though it was an easy job, the repetitive requirements made me feel bored with my life for the first time.

It’s not like I don’t have a choice, is it?

You can just find a tall building and jump off to escape, and at the same time make a big news to criticize this deformed selection mechanism.

Of course, I’m just thinking about it. Doing such a thing would make me look down on myself.

However, this does not mean that I will continue to be a “good student”.

I didn’t jump off the building, but my grades did. The reason was simple: I was just happy.

The teacher quickly found my mother, explained my situation to her, said that I had serious psychological problems, and showed my composition to my mother.

Even though she only had a junior high school education, she could see the negative and rebellious extreme thoughts contained in my composition.

What did I write in my composition? It was nothing more than criticizing the stains and injustices in the current society. However, in their eyes, it was obvious that there was something wrong with my mentality.

After hearing what the teacher said, the mother was terrified.

They thought I was childish and rebellious, but I naturally disagreed. I have lived happily for a century. How could I be on the same level as them?

My mother saw my attitude and I could tell she was very anxious, but she was trying not to show it.

As for me, I didn’t think it mattered. I told her that I could get high scores as long as I wanted to. She was skeptical.

As October approached, I took another exam. This time, my scores were: 99 in Chinese, 99 in Math , 99 in English , and 99 in Science , with a score of 100%. I answered all the questions correctly, and the rest were blank. However, what I saw as “proof” was nothing more than “rebellion” in my eyes.

I was on vacation at home that day, and after ten o’clock in the evening, I lay in bed and meditated.

Suddenly, the door opened, I opened my eyes, and saw a figure walking in.

It’s mom, she...

My mother was actually... wearing a thin silk pajamas. In the dim light, I could clearly see the black lace bra and panties underneath the silk pajamas.

“This...” My breathing suddenly became rapid.

My mother seemed to have just finished a shower, and her fragrance was drifting towards my bed with the breeze. She slowly walked to my bed and then sat on it.

“Son, if mom did something wrong, I hope you can forgive me...”

Then, my mother lay down quietly beside me, her face up, motionless.

“well……”

Inwardly, I sighed.

If I were really this age now, I might be driven by the desires of my lower body to do those things. But after all, I am not, am I?

I stretched out my arm and placed it beside my mother, and said to her softly, “Mom, please rest your head on my hand.”

Coming to my bed, my mother had already prepared herself to fall into the abyss. However, she did not expect me to do this, and did not take the initiative to violate her body. After a moment of hesitation, my mother still raised her body and rested her head on my outstretched arms.

I whispered, “Good night, Mom!”

At night, we didn’t talk. I just let my mother stay close to me and then fell asleep quietly.

As for my mother, I don’t know what she was thinking, but after the second half of the night, she hugged me gently and covered us with a quilt.

When I woke up in the morning, I felt refreshed and ate the breakfast made by my mother.

I could feel that the way my mother looked at me had changed. There was no more melancholy in her eyes, and they began to become full of spirit.

I drank the milk and said to my mother, “Mom, next time I will be in the top ten on the test, do you believe it?”

Mom smiled and said, “I believe it. Come, eat the eggs. Mom will peel them for you.”

A month later, I took the exam again and went home with the transcript to hand it to my mother.

Mom smiled happily, and now her eyes were full of pride and trust when she looked at me.

In the evening, after taking a shower, I put on my pajamas and walked into my mother’s room.

Seeing me coming, my mother moved her body to the side, then lifted the quilt and waited for me to come in.

“Ah...it’s a bit cold!” After hiding under the quilt, I hugged my mother.

My mother also hugged me gently and said to me, “I told you to wash quickly, there is no hot water.”

“Look at you, your hair isn’t even dry yet, come and wipe it.”

I curled up in my mother’s bed, enjoying her care.

A few weeks ago, I went to sleep with my mother again. This time, nothing happened, but we talked all night.

Then, naturally, my mother accepted this kind of mother-son communication. We talked about everything in bed, about the past, present, and future. My mother also began to gradually reveal her true feelings to me, communicating with me as a woman, not as a mother.

Today, I still hugged my mother and fell asleep in exhaustion. I didn’t even have the energy to meditate. I never thought that talking to people could be such an addictive thing.

In order not to embarrass my mother, I took the initiative to adjust my hormone levels. Now when I sleep in the same bed with my mother, I don’t feel the impulse of men and women. Seeing that I “kept my promise” so well, my mother no longer kept a distance from me like she did at the beginning. Sometimes she would take the initiative to hug me, just like she did when I was a child.

Chapter 9

“30328, please enter the experimental chamber!”

“30328, please do not stay in the passage, please enter the experimental chamber immediately!”

　　……。

“The experimental chamber is sealed, and the oxygen content is now being reduced.”

“The oxygen level has been reduced to 11%, and the test is now officially underway.”

　　……

I was lying in a human-shaped cabinet. The oxygen concentration in the cabinet was half that of the normal level. Before long, the feeling of suffocation began to swell in my lungs.

“Electrodes are ready!” A dozen electrodes were attached to my exposed skin. The metal felt slightly cool, a familiar feeling.

“First round, begin!”

　　……

“Ah--!” I roared, I yelled, I shook the cabinet desperately, I banged the cabinet desperately.

The cabinet didn’t move at all.

“Round six, begin!”

“Ah--!” I want to tear my vocal cords, I want to tear my skin, I want to tear my muscles...

“ah--!”……

“It seems that this is the extent of his potential...”

“Transfer directly to the fifth area...”

“Huh? We still have that game, right? We don’t have enough players this time, so we’ll throw him in to make up the difference.”

　　……

In the cold wilderness, I carried my keys and walked towards the center with difficulty.

Will I be able to survive?

Why am I so unlucky?

“Give me the keys!”

“My key was taken away a long time ago...”

“who?”

“Eskimos.”

“Really, Eskimo? I just killed him. He only had one key.”

“Ah--!” The flames engulfed me, and I had nowhere to escape…

“Not here? Humph, don’t bother yourself. I’ll burn you to ashes and see whether you swallowed the key or stuffed it into your ass.” The temperature of the boiling molten iron passed through my body like a magnetic field line, and waves of bloody ashes spurted out of my throat...

“Ugh-ah-uh-ah-uh-ah…”

“Tsk, haha, hahahaha--!”

　　……

Mom’s room, midnight.

“Ah--!” I jumped up from the bed with a scream, and then rolled heavily to the ground.

“What’s wrong, kid!” My scream also woke up my mother. She quickly turned on the light, got out of bed and helped me up.

Seeing my pale face, my mother asked in surprise: “What’s wrong, child? What happened?” My face twitched and I shouted with difficulty: “Water - water water - water -”

“Uh-ah-” I took the water my mother handed to me with trembling hands and drank it all in one gulp.

My face was pale, my eyes were red and swollen, and I was breathing heavily...

Mom was terrified.

“Son, what’s wrong with you?” Mom held my forehead, tears streaming down her face in panic, “Son, don’t scare me...”

“Son, don’t scare your mother...”

“Hu... Hu... Hu...” After taking a few long breaths, I finally calmed down.

“Damn it, I should have let Addison erase this memory completely...” So many years have passed, and every time I thought the nightmare would fade away with time, the cruel fate would slap me in the face.

“Son, are you okay?” Mom snuggled up to me and stroked me gently.

I shook my head and said softly, “It’s okay, Mom. I just had a nightmare...”

“You scared me to death just now, I thought...” As she said that, my mother hugged me tightly.

My mother’s arms were warm. I leaned sideways in her arms and buried my face in her chest.

“It’s okay... It’s okay...” Mom stroked me gently and comforted me tenderly.

“It’s so strange, why do I feel so peaceful? Isn’t my mood always bad after the nightmare? Why is my mood so peaceful this time?” After being attacked by the nightmare this time, I didn’t throw things manically, abuse myself, or yell a dozen times. “Is it because of mom...” Caressing me gently, mom’s gentle voice kept seeping into my mind: “It’s okay... It’s okay... Mom is here... It’s okay...”

“Is this... how a mother feels...” I couldn’t help but let the tears flow from my eyes... It’s been so long, almost a century, pain, suffering, confusion, passion, ambition, indifference... In this century, I feel that I have no feelings for the world, but...

My mother’s love still makes me...unable to control myself.

I hugged my mother tightly and burst into tears.

“I love you mom……”

Chapter 10

I began to enjoy the feeling of sleeping with my mother. Like a child, I enjoyed the warmth in her arms and enjoyed falling asleep in her arms.

The dream of being with my mother was full of warmth and tranquility, which was a hundred times better than Addison’s mental massage.

What I didn’t know was that my childish “attachment” was constantly fueling the fire in my mother’s heart.

I thought of myself as a child, and I thought that I would not have any male or female attraction to my mother if I blocked the stimulation of hormones. But I seemed to have forgotten that my body was not that of a child, but that of a man full of masculine charm.

Late one night, I found my mother hiding on the other side of the bed, masturbating secretly with her back to me.

I naturally pretended to sleep, because I would not let my mother’s self-esteem be damaged. But this also made me realize that I was too impatient and too confident about the matter between my mother and me. I should have been more patient with myself and my mother, and slowly waited for things to come to fruition.

I have celebrated December 25th, this Western holiday, many times, but it was nothing more than eating, drinking, and partying.

Mom probably hasn’t celebrated Christmas properly yet. Tonight, I prepared a cake and a Santa hat for her, intending to give her a different day.

After returning home from day school, my mother and I tasted cake and watched the night view of the city. After returning home, I took out the prepared Christmas hat and went to my mother’s room to put it on her.

“Wearing a hat when sleeping, what kind of custom is this?” “They say it can make your wishes come true. It’s done in the West anyway, so we might as well learn it.” Mom smiled, put on her hat and fell asleep next to me.

Tonight, I came to my mother’s side again and chatted with her. Now, I no longer deliberately suppress or increase my hormone secretion level. I want everything to go with nature. When I sleep with my mother, if I feel like it, I will keep a certain distance from her.

We chatted peacefully on my mother’s bed. Gradually, I smelled the body fragrance of my mother, and then my lower body began to swell.

“It seems I have to go to the bathroom to masturbate later, otherwise I won’t be able to hug my mother tonight.

“I immediately moved my body back, and my mother also moved back slightly and started to keep some distance from me.

I joked with my mother, “It seems my penis is not obedient again.”

Mom smiled and said, “Then you’re going to masturbate again later.”

Yes, mom, now you know that we boys call masturbation “hand job”.

We are now very close, and I really like this feeling.

I continued chatting and laughing with my mother for a while, and when it was almost time to go to bed, I got up and went to the bathroom to masturbate, and then came back to sleep with my mother with a refreshed mood.

“Oh, it’s already ten o’clock. Mom, we should go to bed. I’m going to the bathroom first.” After I said that, I was ready to get out of bed. In the past, at this time, Mom would let me go and let me get out of bed, but today... Mom didn’t let go of her hand holding me.

I know that under my natural guidance, the desire in my mother’s heart finally penetrated the ethical wall between us.

I didn’t get out of bed, but leaned towards my mother. I reached out and hugged her, pressing my whole body against her.

For a moment, we were all silent.

The air at the head of the bed seemed to cool down all of a sudden, but the next second, the cold air immediately became hot again.

I seemed to hear my mother sighing deeply. She reached out and stroked my cheek, looking at me with tearful eyes, and whispered to me, “Son, don’t make me regret it, okay?”

I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, knowing that from now on, there will be no more estrangement between my mother and me...

Softly, gently, I moved closer to her face and kissed her.

The flame was finally ignited at this moment, and then... burned into the sky.

We hugged each other like this, tighter and tighter. Mom’s lips were already wet from my kisses, and I could feel her breathing becoming disordered, and I could feel her heartbeat beginning to tremble terribly.

I gently turned my mother’s body over and let her lie flat on the bed. Then, under the quilt, I slowly took off her pajamas.

I stood up, pushed open the quilt, and stripped myself naked. In the dim light outside the window, my mother saw my terrifying gun again.

She knew that tonight, this cock that had been haunting her dreams would completely fulfill her.

I leaned over and pressed my big, erect penis against my mother’s lower abdomen.

The moment we touched, my mother’s body trembled. There was no doubt that she had suppressed herself for too long.

“Mom, I love you!” I hugged my mother’s face and kissed her.

Mom was wearing a white bra and cotton panties today. While I kissed her gently, I quietly removed the last piece of cloth covering her body.

Finally, I raised my head and looked at her lovingly.

Do I need to explain to my mother what I’m going to do next?

My mother hugged me and closed her eyes slightly.

There is no need for too much foreplay. I know my mother has been suppressed for too long. What she needs is not a tasteless appetizer, but love like a volcanic eruption.

I stood up, spread my mother’s legs apart, and then immediately held my dick and pressed it against the entrance of my mother’s pussy - oh, it was already wet.

What else should I do? Continue to tease her with my sophisticated sexual experience?

No! That’s torture for mom.

I pulled out the mushroom head of my penis, inserted it slightly, and then pushed it all the way in.

“Ah...uh--!!!” A long suppressed sound burst out from my mother’s throat.

I knew there was no need to be gentle with a woman who was almost forty years old. I lifted my mother’s thighs and started thrusting hard.

My mother’s vagina is not very tight, but it is very moist, warm and very comfortable.

“Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!” I thrust in and out somewhat ruthlessly but I knew this was exactly what Mom needed. The dry earth inside her needed me to water it with a violent thunderstorm.

“Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!” As I thrust my penis deep into my mother’s throat, it made a dry sound. The intense pleasure was washing over her body, making it difficult for her to adapt for a while.

But soon, her happy golden bowl was filled with my river water, and after a tremor from bottom to top, my mother cried out rapidly.

“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!”…

I leaned on the back of the bed and gently stroked my mother’s body after her orgasm.

“Mom, I’m so happy. Are you happy?” At this time, my mother was lying weakly on my chest. She didn’t answer me, but stretched out her hand and gently stroked my forehead.

I hugged my mother and said to her, “Mom, we are finally together.” After a short rest, rationality began to gradually return to my mother’s body, and I felt that she seemed to be slowly becoming uneasy.

I know it’s not over yet.

Tonight, I want to help my mother completely tear down that ethical wall so that there will be no barriers between us.

“Mom, I love you!” I didn’t say anything, I hugged my mother’s cheek and kissed her.

I hugged my mother and expressed my love to her. Gradually, I felt the hesitation, retreat and fear in her body. She undoubtedly wanted to stop all this, to stop the love and lust between us, but I did not retreat even a little bit. Through my lips, I slowly, slowly infected her body and let her feel the joy of us being together.

This long kiss lasted for a long time. After the kiss, my mother’s eyes were wet, and she looked at my face with an extremely complicated expression in her eyes.

I hugged her tenderly and said to her, “Mom, no matter what kind of punishment I will suffer, I will make sure you live happily.”

Hearing what I said, my mother held my hand tightly. Tears flashed in her eyes and she said to me, “Silly child, if there is any punishment, it should be my mother.”

Hearing my mother’s words, my eyes couldn’t help but become wet. I took a deep breath, gently stroked my mother’s hair, and said to her, “Mom, from now on, we will never separate, okay?”

There was a twinkle in my mother’s eyes, and she nodded and said to me, “Yes!”

I held my mother peacefully and stroked her smooth body gently. This time, when my mother looked at me, there was only love for her son in her eyes.

“Mom, let me help you put on the Christmas hat.” I picked up the red Christmas hat from the side and put it on my mother again.

My mother also took my Christmas hat and said, “You have to wear it too.” We were lying on the bed, looking at each other’s naked bodies and the weird combination of the Christmas hats, and we couldn’t help laughing.

“Mom, let’s have sex?” I hugged my mother and looked at her lovingly.

Mom didn’t say anything, she just threw herself into my arms...

My desire was gradually ignited again. I hugged my mother, let her sit astride me, then spread her wet hole and put my penis on it.

“Come on, Mom, let’s fall in love completely!”

“Pah! Pah! Pah! Pah! Pah! Pah! Pah!” The continuous sounds rang out in the room. Amid the carnival jumping of the people in Santa hats, in the fierce collision of flesh and in the low and excited cries of my mother, I gave my all and tried my best to dedicate my essence to my mother.

　　……

It was late at night. Under the two Santa hats at the head of the bed, my mother and I were hugging each other naked...

The next morning, I got up lazily under my mother’s urging. I had breakfast and went to school. Everything was so ordinary.

Chapter 11

Such an ordinary life, such an ordinary winter vacation. When the snow fell as expected in our small town, the people in the town also welcomed the most lively festival of the year.

“Squeak-bang!” Some playful children have already started setting off firecrackers outside the window, and people who come to visit have also left their homes one after another after finishing their meals.

After having the New Year’s Eve dinner with my mother, we all chose to stay at home.

We agreed to watch the Spring Festival Gala together.

“Mom, I’m going to take a shower.” At around seven o’clock, I planned to take a shower.

“Oh, I’ll get you a towel.” When my mother brought me a towel, I was already in the bathroom taking a shower. I opened the bathroom door a crack and said to her, “Mom, let’s take a shower together.”

“Oh...” I heard my mother’s faint reply.

Outside the frosted glass door of the bathroom, my mother was taking off her clothes bit by bit. I stopped the shower and waited for my mother to come.

“Mom, can I come in and take a shower with you?” A few weeks ago, as I was standing outside my mom’s bathroom and saying this to her, I heard the shower in the bathroom suddenly stop.

I stood outside the bathroom door and said slowly, “Mom, can you help me wipe my back? I can’t reach it every time I take a shower.”...

After waiting for a while, I changed my words and said, “Then I’ll wait until you finish washing...” Just when I was about to give up, I heard the sound of water in the bathroom starting to flow again: “Come in.”

“Crash...” Mom pushed the bathroom door and walked in. She lowered her head and didn’t dare to look at me. It seemed that the light from the bathroom heater was too bright.

My mother walked towards me, and I naturally put my arms around her, then turned on the shower.

“Mom, let me help you apply the shower gel.” I squeezed the shower gel into my hands, and then applied it evenly on my mother’s body along her back.

My mother turned her back to me and said, “Use less, why squeeze so much!” I smiled and said, “I can use it too.” As I said that, I turned around and pressed my back against my mother’s back.

“Mom, let me rub it for you.” I leaned against my mother and rubbed her back with my broad back.

My mother obviously wanted to retreat, but the more she retreated, the further I moved forward.

After a few rounds, my mother finally stopped backing off, perhaps because she realized that backing off was useless, so she also leaned on my back and stuck close to me.

In the bathroom, we sat back to back, scrubbing each other’s bodies.

Rubbing, stroking... My cock had already become erect, and as for my mother, her body temperature was probably hotter than the light in the bathroom.

We held hands involuntarily, knowing that if one of us turned, the other would immediately turn around, and then...

But in the end, we all held back.

After we finished washing, we dried each other and wrapped ourselves in towels. Mom walked to the bathroom door to find a pair of slippers, and I hugged her from behind.

“Mom, no need, let me hold you.” Suddenly being hugged tightly by me like this, Mom grabbed my hand reflexively, but soon, her arms lost their strength.

“Mom, let me carry you to the room.” After hearing what I said, Mom’s body relaxed.

I bent down, put my left arm around my mother’s waist, held her legs with my right hand, and then suddenly picked her up.

“Ah--!” The sudden feeling of being off the ground made my mother instinctively hug my neck.

When my mother saw me giving her a wicked smile, she couldn’t help but hit me coquettishly.

“You scared me!” I smiled, shook my mother in my arms, then held her, walked out of the bathroom, walked through the living room, and finally came to the door of my mother’s room.

There is a word “Fu” pasted on the door of my mother’s room that I just put up today, and these things were done by my father in the past.

“Mom, please open the door.”

“…This is the live broadcast of China Central Television’s Spring Festival Gala…” As the host spoke, the annual gala began again. I lay beside my mother and used a hair dryer to dry her wet hair.

The programs of the Spring Festival Gala were performed one after another, but I can’t remember anything at all. I only remember that the longing light in my mother’s eyes became more and more intense, until the flame seemed to burst out of her skin...

“Snap!” Turning off the hair dryer, I gently stroked my mother’s smooth hair.

“Pah! Pah! Pah! Pah! Pah! Pah! Pah! Pah!” I leaned over my mother’s body and fucked her hard.

“Mom, I want to cum inside you today, is that ok?”

“Pah! Pah! Pah! Pah!”

“Why? Didn’t you say you would think about mom?”

“Pah! Pah! Pah! Pah!”

“But today is Chinese New Year, I really want to celebrate!”

“Pah! Pah! Pah! Pah!”

“What are you celebrating--Ah!”

“Pah! Pah! Pah! Pah!”

“Celebrate -- New Year -- ah!”

In the last minute before the New Year, my mother and I sat on the bed hugging each other.

“Let’s celebrate together...” Warm applause broke out in the studio theater.

“Snap! Snap! Snap! Snap! Snap! Snap! Snap! Snap! Snap! Snap! Snap!”

“...Dear friends, the clock is about to strike midnight...” The clock is about to strike midnight,

There was a sudden noise outside the quiet window.

“Squeak-bang! bang! bang!”

“Bang! Bang! Bang! -Squeak! Squeak!”

People who couldn’t wait any longer had already started lighting firecrackers, and my mother and I were also using intense body friction to light our New Year fireworks.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, Mom, I’m going to cum, let me cum inside you, please-!”

“Hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…hmm…”

　　「10、9、8、7、6、5……」

I didn’t hear clearly whether my mother agreed to me. Outside the window, the small town had already entered a sea of ​​red.

As brilliant fireworks bloomed in the cold sky, my thick “firecrackers” also began to erupt in my mother’s warm body.

Chapter 12

This is the bedroom of a middle-aged woman. It is five o’clock in the morning. In half an hour, the middle-aged woman will get up on time. But now she is sleeping peacefully, very peacefully. In her nearly twenty years of life, she has never slept so peacefully as she is now.

Half an hour later, the middle-aged woman woke up on time. The long-term and hard-working life of making a living outside had already taken a toll on her spirit. She would wake up at this time without an alarm clock.

After waking up, the woman sat up gently from the bed, then turned her head to look at her son who was still sleeping beside her. She quietly walked down the stairs, picked up the underwear scattered on the bed, put it on, and finally quietly left her bedroom.

Walking into the kitchen, she skillfully prepared breakfast, boiling eggs, porridge, and steaming a few meat buns.

After doing all this, it was almost time, so she went back to the bedroom to wake up her son who was still sleeping.

Her son slept very soundly today, but she seemed to know the reason. She leaned in front of her son and rocked him gently.

Soon, the son who was sleeping soundly on the bed woke up, called her sweetly, then put his arms around her neck and pulled her head towards him.

She did not resist, but obediently leaned over and pressed her lips against his.

In the early morning, she and her son kissed each other lightly.

Her son is still reluctant to leave, but as a mother, she still manages her time well for her son.

After her “reprimand”, her son finally got up.

When her son was having breakfast, she didn’t stop by to bring him some clean clothes and socks, prepare his lunch box and fruits for the day, and ask him what he wanted to eat the next day...

It was only after her son left for school that this forty-year-old woman began to live her own time.

First she made the messy bed, put the clothes and pants that needed to be washed in the washing machine, and then washed the dishes from the morning... Then, the woman began to tidy up her appearance: combing her messy hair, washing her face, and then dressing up a little. Finally, she went out to buy groceries to prepare food for the next day for the two of them.

The time at noon and in the afternoon always seemed very long to her, as the sun seemed to hang in the sky unchanged.

It was not until her son came home in the evening that a bright smile appeared on her face.

The evening run with her son is her favorite time, and she likes the stroll after the run even more.

Returning home, the day ended like this. Of course, every other week, she and her son would do something special like last night.

Once a week.

For a woman of my mother’s age, sex once a week is not enough to calm the turbulent hormones in her body. But in order to prevent it from affecting my studies, she still made three rules with me.